World AIDS Day 2006

I applaud senators Obama and Brownback for bringing some attention to World AIDS day by individually taking an HIV test. The message that they wanted to send was that it is easy, painless, and bipartisan. Hey, if two senators can take the test, so can you.

But I think it falls a bit short because let's be serious. Did either of these men have to go to a free clinic, wait their turn with their cohorts, answer a battery of questions regarding sexual practices, numbers, and drug use? Do either one of these men actually think there is a chance that the test could come out positive?

Anyone who has ever taken an HIV test for something other than a photo op or support statement knows that taking an HIV test is more than just having the test. For many, it involves talking to one's doctor or locating an anonymous testing center. And the worst part of the test is getting over the fear, even if it is only a mild fear and only brief, that the test result could alter your life forever. I think it is that fear, more than disinterest, that keeps people from getting tested - the front of "it could never happen to me" that masks "what if it could?"

In celebration of World AIDS Day, let's try to remember that knowing is half the battle.